Dear Jason

For the Love of My Muse

Oh, Jason. What have you done to me? Admittedly, I've always been a fangirl and have always had a weakness for pretty boys ie Brad Pitt and Ryan Phillippe. I've been a Justin Timberlake aficionado for nearly a decade and still today I declare myself a fan. The minute Justin Timberlake starts touring, I'll be in that VIP pit, getting pushed and shoved by rhythmically challenged fangirls. However, even though I was a passionate JustinTimberlake fanatic, I never donned baby blue (by the way his color was baby blue, too) outfits with Justin Timberlake's name emblazzoned across my chest as I strutted down the aisle of Safeway and the likes. I never decorated my car with pictures and posters. I never showed up at a concert hours early in the scorching heat for a glimpse of my muse. I never stalked the arena for the tour bus that would deliver the precious cargo. And although I had created websites and yahoogroups in Justin Timberlake's honor, for you, Jason Castro, I actually bought a domain and self taught myself website designs and various programs to enhance the websites. I've spentless countless hours, working diligently on these websites while working 50-60 hours weekly in the busy medical field. It sure ain't easy for someone like myself who still doesn't know all the features of her cell phone or how to operate the universal remote control , but for you, Jason Castro, I did it. I did it all for the love of my muse. So make me damn proud to be a fan and blow everyone away with your debut album. Cheers, Jason, to a successful and longevity music career.

love,

susz:-)

Last Updated (Tuesday, 27 October 2009 17:30)

Thank You.

There are two people that I constantly think about these days. One is my grandmother and the other person is you. I lost my grandmother on May 24, 2008. It was unexpected. I saw her the morning of and by the time I got home from work she was gone. I know that it was best for her to go so peacefully, but torturous for us living because we never had the chance to say good-bye. The first week following her passing was the most difficult. The only reprieve I had from the anguished pain was listening to your soothing, healing, therapeutic voice. You’re truly an angel.

No, I’m not delusional. I have no desire to be the first Mrs. Jason Castro. I don’t believe you’re the 2^nd coming of Christ. I’m not religious at all and even if I had been, I don’t think it’s fair to put that much pressure on one individual. I don’t expect you to be my salvation from my inner demons either.

I just want to let you know that when I think of you, I think of the expansive stretch of white sandy beaches off the Pacific Ocean on a cool and breezy summer afternoon. It’s very calm and tranquil. That is what you embody for me- peace and serenity.

Like many others, I know we are on the cusp of something extraordinary and you are the vehicle for this supreme greatness. I will watch along with your millions of fans as you touch the lives of millions more with a single note. Please know that you’ll always have a fan in Stockton, CA, cheering you on at every pit stop on the road to a successful career as a recording artist and everlasting fame. Don’t stop dreaming, never stop believing. Take care.

Your fan,

suszalwaze:-)

Last Updated (Saturday, 17 October 2009 17:11)